sorry

i'm so sorry i hurt u thru that post,

u misunderstand what i write ok..

i understand u wont be forgiving me...

but i really did hope we can be fiends again

so many years... i admit... u were a very good friend...

but when i wrote that post, these things did happen

i was espressing my sadness and anger...

how would i include the sweet memories also??

i just hope u understand...

and he is definitely nothing to do with us,

what he said and what he did is different story..

i really hope u will understand...

i dunno who told u that kind of comment,

but they are not me, they doesnt know how i feel..

i'm so sorry, i know i hurt u deeply

at that time i was so stress with my work,

this things happen.. i wrote that post

then all came together to become a good story

i swear i din mean it...

sorry

cynthia

不爽

I'm totally sick of u
speechless..

EMO-ing

dunno why is it like that
dunno who u are
dunno who i am
dunno wat to say
dunno wat to do
dunno everything

emo
cyn

SAGA vs WIRA

Went to OUG pasar malam just now and saw this interesting 'match'
1 uncle in wira and 1 aunty in saga came face to face at the lorong
Should be either 1 party give way, reverse de
but both doesnt seems to be tolerating

aunty move infront to scare the uncle
got name call uncle means wont be scared la
so they were competing using horn and flash lights.
So interesting... Me, fah and my bro were the audience
38 de us, but there are other ppl also, kepoh lo

Both old ppl keep entertaining us for like 5 minutes
and like football match, we started to bet on who will be the one to reverse
rm10, 2 guys say the uncle will reverse but i think is the aunty
throughout the 5 mins, the uncle so yeng sit there read newspaper
many cars stop at the junction then drove off (not free to compete)

then suddenly the saga's reverse light lighted...
i was so happy.... RM20 leh.... But she reverse a little bit then stop
so we think go buy things 1st lo
the kepoh fah so eager to know the real result
so we decided he continue the show while me and my bro go buy drinks

Haha... almost 10 mins the match lasted
Our reporter, Fah, came back with the result..
Aunty reverse at last which means i won!!!!!!!!!!
But all so 'friend' so din really ask for the money la...
So funny, so interesting de show... haha!!

10 mins, end of story...
continue pasar malam...

** cynthia **

宝贝的故事

** 坏人 & 我聽見有人叫你寶貝 **

重复听了这两首歌好多次，
非常喜欢。。非常有意义
也许歌词与我有关吧
如果这两首歌在几年前打得那么红
我应该会很茅盾

因为当初的我是个好人，也是坏人
带给他们快乐；最后伤害了他们
回想从前，我是个三心两意的女生
花心吗？？朋友说只是多心。。

在同时间有着两个男朋友
大家都很快乐，没人知道对方的存在
有时却觉得自己很坏。。
直到遇见了这个好好人
不管我对他多么坏，到最后我们还是和好

后来就这样在一起那么久，快两年了！！
有时想要疼他多一点，但都变成我被疼多点
很多人都懂他不是我的百分百理想情人
问我为什么会和他在一起
刚开始，坦白说，我也想着若找到一个更好的
就会结束了这段感情。。

后来，经过多种“考验”
终于发现其实就算百分百外表合格
应该没有人的心会比他强了
总之，珍惜眼前人最重要！！

谢谢爱过我的人，让我成长了。。
更要谢谢爱着我的人，让我感到温暖。。



宝贝，嘉仪。。

Memories of our friendship... 10 years le..

3M..... it was in 1999....
10 years ago...
i dont quite remember that year...
i dont know why...
we were just 9 years old... maybe

2000, i'm suppose to be in std 4,
but i got thru PTS, went to std 5...
i think that's how we lost contact...
there goea 2001-2005

2006, through a fren, i met them...
ten, chong, hon kin, dwei, boon, keng lun...
then i know u.... yh....
how we met?? forget liao lo... haha
and we did not talk b4...

2007, as we were not really frens,
ntg happen this year...

2008, CHS form 6...
i'm in Upper 6,
U came into Lower 6...
i dint know.. Until.........
i saw u in my classroom with kwan seng..
preparing for the drama lah....
then just hi-bye kinda fren le...

2009, CHS again...
i always go back CHS, for guides..
sometimes meet u somewhere in CHS,
normal lah... u still in Upper 6 ma..
then majlis anugerah cemerlang..
u told me that we were classmates...
3M!!!! OMG, u remember??
Well, we are still frens... haha
just more things to talk..


Frens forever,
Cheers yh,
--your fren, cyn**